Today is a new day

“Umm…yeah. We’ve been broken up for a week now. Don’t you remember having this conversation?”

“Oh, sure , douche bag. I think I’d fucking remember if we had broken up a week ago because I wouldn’t still be living here!”

Yep, that’s how my weekend started out. Nice huh?

At first he was all nice and said that I could stay there until I got something figured out. Then, as always, he changes his mind and says he would appreciate if I left ASAP. Lucky for him I was planning on it anyway.

You see, this is a welcome change because it had gotten to the point that I was annoyed with everything he did. He couldn’t even wake up in the morning and stretch without making me want to punch him. Our relationship wasn’t working and I was just too pussy to tell him that.

Him dumping me? I honestly don’t care. I mean, it’s not working and I was too chicken shit to say it so now that I have my out, I’m taking it and running. J I’ve already changed all the contacts in my phone, started planning getting my hair done, got a personal trainer.

I’m doing shit for me now.

My life is shit. Not going to play it any other way. Now I have the full opportunity to change that completely.

Not  that I didn’t before…It’s just waving in my face now…

I guess that’s lazy and shows my lack of caring but not anymore!

Today is a new day and I’m ready to take it on full force.