Choices, choices, choices!!!!
I feel like I'm in the middle of a room with doors all around and they all have some positives and negatives and all very exciting but you can only choose one.
I'm in the middle of a life changing...well.. itch really. There's nothing wrong with the way I live life now but I'm starting to wonder if the grass ain't greener somewhere else. I work a full 40 hour week and go to school online as of right now. I drive 70 miles to work every day and sit alone on a computer. Sure, it pays good and I'm by no means complaining about it, I just think that there are plenty of other options out there that, if I dont' utilize now, will never be available to me again.
For example, I used to live in my own house and pay all my own bills but rent went up and I just couldn't afford it alone anymore (not to mention, I kicked out the ass hole) so now I live with family. I still pay all my own bills but I'm saving much more money, which I love. Having spare cash is something I've never been able to do and growing up with a...middle class (we had nice things and never went hungry. We even went on amazing vacations but that took saving up) family, its nice to be able to splurge a bit here and there.
At the same time, I wonder what it would be like to work part time and be able to spend the rest of my time doing what I want to do. Or maybe working a job that has three 12 hour days and more "days off" or something like that. That way, while I'm young, I can enjoy staying up late and doing things I like. Not to mention, I'd get more time for school work because, at the moment, its very difficult to find any.
What to do?
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