My dad always told me this when I was younger and apparently I never listened. For the last 6 months I've been back and forth with what I want in life. I want L to change his ways because I love him, I miss Z and I want him to come home so we can be together, M is actually a really amazing person and I wouldn't mind giving it a shot if he were single, what ever happened to J?
TADA!!!!
Here they are. Full force. Everything I asked for right infront of me all at once. WTF do I do now? I'm realizing that I really enjoy complaining about my situation but when everything I asked for just falls in my lap, I don't know what to do with it.
Like a dog chasing a car...
Naturally I'll have to choose just one, but which one?!?! The one I've been with for three years that I can hardly stand anymore but I still love him deep down? The one I've been in love with since the day I met him 11 years ago? The one who has always been a friend until we got back in touch and all of a sudden I've fallen for him? Or the one that makes me laugh who (not gonna lie) we had our fun back in the day and I still want him more?
I know what you're thinking....How terrible can this really be? Four choices....between four hott guys who all have something fantastic to offer, YES PLEASE!!
The problem is that I can't pick all four and, usually, the ones that aren't chosen tend to be a little upset about it and don't want to continue to even talk to you anymore after that. So not only am I choosing ONE to be with for who knows how long (could only be a short time), I'm also choosing to say good bye to the other three.
Now do you see?
Oh good!! Still I can find something to complain about. Glad I haven't been completely effected by the situation.
Pick the one that sticks around and keeps his promises to you. THAT's the one that cares the most about you. He may have issues of his own, but he puts you first. That's what it's all about , right?
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